The love for life...and why we live?....

You ever catch yourself thinking about or even asking this question? You ever try to search or even wonder why we're here? You ever double guess your purpose?...Hmmmm, I do and I actually do it A LOT! It's almost a phenomenon that people get to breathe air, walk life, go about their business everyday, etc....The human race or any other species out there, is something quite amazing. Some people seem to live day to day, some people live with a plan and know where and what they want to become, some people live for love, some for life itself, some for family and friends and some for no apparent reason. Who knows, right? All I know is everyone finds there way, whichever and however they get there, everyone lives for a purpose and a reason.

It almost seems like a happy medium with life. I read and watch as much news as I can, so I get caught up with the world, get updated, self knowledge and so on, whatever floats my boat I guess. The thing with the news is, everything you hear is mainly bad, terrible stories. Murderers, rapist, criminals, etc....Sometimes you find yourself thinking, "Why the hell is this person even alive?" or "This person never deserved to live" and so on. Everyones guilty of it, even I. Thats what I mean, when I say happy medium. There's good people, then there's bad people. There's Peace, then there's War. It seems everything has it's place and balances out equally across the line. Some people are just born for those reasons, whatever it is, they just are.

Why do I feel I have a privilege to live? Honestly....The older I grow and the more I progress in life, I start to understand what living is and what life is about. Everyone should go through that stage sooner or later. But I feel like my purpose to life is to continue on, living as loud, as long, as willing, as honest, as happy, as conscious, as caring, as giving as I can and as so much more and more, the list just goes on and on. I live for my family as I love them all to death and want nothing but the best for them. I live so I can see all my nephews and nieces grow into men and women and a lot of them really have grown and are still growing. I live because I love life too much and can't pass it by or take anything for granted. I live because I have and love my close friends, almost as family and I cherish the laughs, the ups and downs, the trials and tribulations. I live so I can fail and get back up. I live because I know I have so much more to offer and give. I live to fight another day. I live for Music. I live for Brazilian Jui Jitsu. I live for Art. I live for Love, whoever and whenever that happens, I am in no rush at all, trust me, but everyone has the right to love. I live because I have so much more memories to produce and remember, I live because I want to grow old and feel what erectile dysfunction feels like. LOL. I live because that's what mom and Ezra would want me to do.

I live for many, many reasons and take nothing for granted. I cherish every little thing about life. I love to fail, because I love to learn from it. I lost a lot in life, but I know I'll gain more. Live is forever an evolution within oneself. Everyone just needs to find their own purpose.

Now, I am not being EMO and not one bit. Just has a realization to my own life and why I want to continue living.

Tomorrow is never granted, I don't want to meet myself in 5 or 10 years...Shit! I might be dead by then. I want to meet myself tomorrow and the next day after.

"Word to your mother.....Yo VIP, let's kick it..."  - Vanilla Ice